tshamer..

About one year and 7abba keda ago, when tamer went to jail , I thought that the guy just ended his career and the best thing he would hope for is struggling for a come back that nobody cares about..
I thought of him as a hypocryte or atleast that what it seemed to be. I felt this wierd disgust from the guy. Maybe alot of young men do the same as he did..but i hate arguments that start with " ma koll el nass bet3mel keda"
Anyways, I thought that everbody would turn against him. I thought that people ,fans or no fans, would stop listening to him after he lost his credibility. I mean the guy is going to jail for goodness sake.
I was never that wrong in my life (excluding the time i thought interior ministry in Riyadh is a real space ship).

You could forgive the guy..but like him? sympathize with him? get addicted to his songs?think he is a victim of "el nas el 7aqooden el we7sheen"? Fall for his argumenet "ma koll el nass bet3mel keda"? No thanks!

How on earth did he became more famous? More likable? Funnier?and THAT FAST?
and what were these posters all about? I didn't believe that they actually are having this "Wa7shtena" billboard for the guys who is not going to even see it..

I can never comprehend what is happening to the Egyptian mentality.


"w 3eyoon sa7ya te7'ally balha men ardaha" --tshamer

gjoe the gemini.

Okay..i don't really believe in that zodiac thing..but seriously i think i am 2 people..its not just the 2 personalities..the happy-harmless one and the angry-aggressive one..i think this has went too far!

-First, i dont remember half the things i say..we all forget things we've said..but i DRAMATICALLY forget exactly half the things i said..whether they were jokes, gossip, mean comments..anything!! just half of it slips into oblivion.
-Second, I dont have a consistent taste towards things.its not just "am not in the mood for a romantic comedy right now.."..its more of a major strong opinion about something:

Saturday:
my sister: ya gjoe etfragy ba2a 3ala just like heaven..its a really nice movie :)
me: just like heaven eh fel 7arr dah!w kaman eh reese Witherspoon deh...mostafezza awy i can't see her in a romantic comedy, blonde or no blonde..she gets on my nerves(specially her chin)


Tuesday:
my sister: bardo mesh 3ayza teffaragy 3ala just like heaven?
me: alaaaah..aywa ana 3ayza ashoofo awy..enty 3arfa enn reese Witherspoon 7'adet gayzet oscar..begad bravo 3aleeha..
my sister(confused look): u need help sis!

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Friday:
me: i think sunglasses are useless..and they are so overrated..useless luxury..and what's with those glasses that cover up all ur face..so its protecting ur eyes and acts as a sunblock for ur skin coz now u can't afford one coz u wasted all ur money on the glasses?pathetic!

Sunday:
me: ana 7'alass qararat..el wa7ed lazem yeb2a 3ando naddaret shams..begad deh 7aga daroorya geddan..ento mesh shayfeen el shams 3amla ezzay?7'alas hatooly wa7da fe 3eed melady..bass 3ayzaha kebeera 3ashan tal3a mooda..w bardo 3ashan ya3ny tamanaha yeban feeha

(notice i also expressed myself 2 different languages!)

-I always ask the questions "what was i thinking?", "what have i done?", "where was i?","how did i do that?".. apparently..i sometimes turn into a person who misses things up and then the other person suddenly kicks in, wondering about how did it/i/we get there!

-I'm almost always half-sad and half-happy at the same time..If something bad happens..i naturally become all gloomy about it..but i also have to find something that would cheer half-of-me up..and when i'm happy."lazman w 7atman"..addawar 3ala ayy 7aga a2la2 3aleeha ao tedaye2ny

I'm driving me crazy!

Split Of A Second

Watching the ahly's player mohammed sedee2 yesterday..made me remember (not realize) that one's life can be taken in one split of a second. Thank God Rabbena satar and he turned okay. But such incidents make one reset priorities and put alot of things into proportion. Alhamdolellah for one of the greatest blesses in life: life itself.

My Day Before Graduation

If You Have Been On Dee's Blog or Zandy's you would probably know that we are graduated..Or at least we finished our finals..I thought of blogging what i did on the last Day.. Just for the record of it..It was


On The Last Day Before Unofficial graduation:
- I had corn flakes for breakfast, lunch and dinner
-I watched "zawget ragol mohem" for the first time in my life. I cried.(not cried cried..but had a couple of tears)
-I had a phone call on my mobile from Sheen Meem(she asked me too keep her identity anonymous due to..i don't know)She told me she dreamed of telling me that how much she learned from me and that she expects us to have great friendship and that i was an inspiration to her. I was Surely Overwhelmed. I didn't know what to say.She made me very happy!
- I studied a bit for the exam.
- I was about to join my sister to watch friends when my mom came and sat down.Heard a joke.Couldn't take it. and stayed the rest of the day monitoring what we're watching.
- I discussed with H what to wear tomorrow.She recommended a green cardigan that i wear in winter.So I didn't get much help. Its not like am shallow. But i just want a good memory and i want also to say one day,"shoofo mameteko kanet sheek ezzay"..but whatever i'll wear would be outfashioned by the time i have children. So..it doesn't really matter!
- Daydreamt alot..But mostly flashbacks.I spent an hr remembering details of my first day @ college..That day was..one of worst indeed..Not that bad things happened as in the new-guy-in-school movies type of days.But it was a disappointment.it turned out okay though..
- i didn't drink one single cup of coffee!!Im liberated!!
- I paniced at abt 10 pm. Had a time plan and figured that i need at least 30 hrs to finish what i have to do. I only had 24 by then.
- Was on MSN all day long.
-I checked a lot of blogs too..all interesting :)
- Every time my parents pass by they are like "ennahrda a7'er yoom ya oojy..Rabbena ma3aky..arrabty te7'allsy?" me : "isA 7'eer.."


All In All...Im Glad that i have good memories of my college life. I had very good friends whom i want to sincerly keep forever.

el7amdolellah!

Ubiquitous Technology!

I can nearly estimate the creativity or the open-mind-ness of the person in front of me when i hear them say something like this "I think we invented everything! i mean what else could they do?We have all this wireless technology and we have electricity, we went to space.. and a whole bunch of luxuries that are useless anyways...yeah, I think we are done with technology..we reached the limit and we can't do any better"..I met a couple of people who are thinking that way..And I really hope they live long enough to be proven wrong by one invention after another..
People had similar ideas when they first had the steam engine! They were very wrong indeed..

Well, If you think we reached some kind of a climax in inventing things.Please take a look at this video.Then think again.





I Think We Are Just Beginning.

Yaaay!

Its June Already..The reason am excited about June is that first Its gonna be the LAST month in my educational life. Also June happens to be my birth month. and This year i' m turning 21!!

meaning i can go to prison, drink and watch adult movies!Alot of privileges i didnt have in the past and really doesn't add anything anyway :) I really anticipated June for so long now..
I also like summer time in general leaving out the terrible weather..June,specifically , would be a milestone in my life..

P.S: I have absolutely no plans about what i'm going to do after graduation ..So Im not really liking July right now.

gmail+ talk Vs msn

Just like any other exams time.Anything other than studying appears to be very interesting.
I think when we are stressed, we want to get away from what's on our mind (I have this theory that , if i procrastinated long enough may the thing i should be doing, will be done on its own)..

Anyways..i ve been around ALOT of blogs lately..but am also always online..(having a busy status ofcourse).
I'm using both the embedded-gtalk and msn rather intensely..and i started comparing and contrasting since we are in exams season and all that..

What i like about gtalk:

• first i like the idle thing..i think its smart and honest :D..am just not there now..
• and i like that there is a mini-history of past status messages..specially that i actually change my moods rather quickly (nowadays..am just bored and too lazy to change them frequently)
• i like that the recent conversations are saved as emails :D
• of course what takes my breath away is the emoticons elly beytsha2lebo :) :D :'(
• i simply love the fact that's embedded in gmail

What i dont like

• i cant appear offline..(ugly habit i have from MSN)
  
• If i block someone..i can't see them come on and offline
• Only one nickname/status at a time

neegy ba2a to msn

MSN is rather too GUIish typical microsoft..but i like it..more like..used too it

• i like the custom emoticons..not the "K " elly betnawar and the "L" elly betetsha2leb and the "P " elly heya ra7et feen"..not those crazy letters..i like the smileys..describe alot of moods
• i like that i can appear offline
• i like that i can block someone and CAN see them come on and offline
• ..i think that's it..

What i dont like abt msn

• too many contacts.
• too many contacts.
• dont like the XML format of the history conversations..and yes i do refer to them alot specially when it comes to checking a link or an old joke
• Too many statuses..ppl are either online , busy, not online but they feel more secure when they are connected or reachable..or "appear online"..so gmail just have the three to the point statuses..

-Am here
-Am here but apparently am doing something more important than chatting rite now(you may be interrupting ;) )..
- Am just making a sandwich, but its taking me too long to prepare..that's why the orange status

simply smart people! well done

and why exactly am saying why i like gtalk in the why i hate msn section?

10 things i hate about el mo7aggbat

Before u read the list, i have to admit that am not wearing a perfect hijab myself..and yes we all do mistakes and we dont insist on them and all that..but we also have to admit the hijab has changed, not because of anything other than the attitude of el mo7aggbat nafsohom

1- el mo7aggaba el mesa7ba: why has it become so common? why is it acceptable for some girl to be veiled and having a boyfriend? i mean these are 2 things from 2 opposite cultures..i thot that one should be an indication of the absence of the other. why is no one talking about this? refusing it? i still don't get it. how can a girl wear a veil in the morning look in the mirror w heya betlef el tar7a and say "lazem azbot el tar7a ba2a 3ashan ennhadra ha2bel a7mad" huh?! a7mad meen yamo tar7a.

2- el spanish: el donia 7arr.. mashy, el 7el2an tal3a mooda, bardo mashy..bass i think it still loooks ugly and still reminds me of ommo tamer..and no matter how many AUCians gave it the name "spanish".. it's still ain't fashionable let alone complete hijab..

3- el mo7aggaba elly bet7ot makeup be sabab w men 3'eer sabab: am not against looking neat while being veiled, on the contrary, i think its important..but what am against is trying to grab attention intensionally while being veiled. you have some flaws in your complexion ,fine! but all that orange, red, and yellow..you're just contradicting yourself..

4- elly bey2la3o el 7igab yoom el fara7: deeh lelet el 3omr! yeah! with over a 150 ppl watching everylittle move you make..and watching every little curve you have! just find alternatives to spend unforgettable time on that day..and it doesn't mean not being veiled..no one said that hijab is all so easy. you have to make compromises..ommal hana7'od sawab 3ala eh? la2 dah feeh kaman elly ber2osoh!! w haggawez! haaaagwaeez!

5- el mo7aggaba ommo ossa/pontaqoor/noss komm: aboos edeek kammely gemeelek..w mesh ha2ool aktar men keda

6- el mo7aggaba elly betshayesh/betshrab sagayer: disgusting, provocative, and simply put: wrong. i hate sagayer and sheesha all in all no matter ur a gurl or a guy..just stop it before it's too late.

7- elly fe marina: i mean where do they get the license.. not the license to drive..i meant the licence or permission to do whatever they want to do as if its "everything is okay" land.you're still veiled and you're still a muslim.

8- elly mesh beysallo: hasaleeh lamma arrawa7..asly ta3abana shwya ennahrda..asl el donia 7arr..ana lessa hatwadda..asly ba2raf lamma assly barra.. ba3deen ba3deen..mabalasho 7'ales :D

9- betoo3 madares el 7okooma: these gurls need serious discipline and am not only talking abt those elly beyb2o mes7abeen bardo i mean those elly beymsho fel share3 ye3akso, w yesawatoh, w yet7'an2o w yeshtemo!!

10- 7egab etneen w 7'amees:homma dool olayleen bass mawgodeen..am not talking bardo ely maslan ala3o el 7egab w lebsooh tany la2..am talking about gurls with more of predictable pattern of conciseness waking up..yaah dah ramdan gaii..7'alas 7egab..dah el seef gaii ..7'alas balash 7egab..yaah dal sanady ramdan gaii ma3 el seef..han3mel eh? hassaly est7'ara!


Rabbena yehdy el gamee3

My Room!

There are things in life, that one shouldn't complain about..or that's what i believe in..

you shouldn't complain about your home, some are homeless..you shouldnt complain about service in restaurants..some sleep with no dinner at all, you shouldnt complain about your car, some walk miles every day because they can't afford horrible public transportation..

you shouldnt also complain about your skin color, hieght, ur friends, ur education, ur family, or anything that we take for granted that others struggle to only dream about having..

but to hell with all that! i dont like my room!

i know i know..el7amdolellaah 3ala koll shee2..i said i know! but there are some other things in life..that you should make fun of..


my room, the one am sitting in right now.. is more like those work cubicles..were you can barely move the chair not sideways..but only 360 degrees around yourself..
well that was a bit of an exaggeration (which is ofcourse part of our culture).. but the small size of the room is not what i dont like about it .
i wont even complain about how everything is not in place becuase we dont have a storage area..
i wont complain about how somedays it looks/smells/feeels like warshet negara..since my sister entered arhcitecture and works on a makette all day long..
i wont complain about all the papers, books since first grade, the CDs everywhere since Jurassic Park, the cups and plates since last night's dinner..coz am the one to blame..

i simply hate my room's COLORS!!
the colors are hideous..and i haven't noticed that until lately..because i usually stare at the PC or sleep when am in my room so i dont think much about the colors..but i was sick lately which gave me some time to look around, notice, make faces in disgust, rebel and even blog about it..

well we have all the kinds of mismatching colors in such a small area that is powerfully capable to put you in the most depressing moods on such happy days..

the computer desk is in dark blue..the mokette is in dark grotesque red..that crimson red that looks like as if its unclean or something..
and the bed!!
the bed is in wood painted in pink and light green!! and its doreen so you can't even miss it..
the ladder of the bed is in the same lame light green and with dark brown on the sides..UGLY!!

we have also that small chair that has been there since forever..its a very small chair that we never use except to put on our books and clothes we're too lazy to put in place..
we also have this RUG at the middle of the room which they put there willingly with no concerns about our sight health..and its in black and white!!
what's there excuse? they are hiding with it the long lasting scars on the floor made by sister's projects..all the stains of glue and some other creepy crap that she uses carelessly..

and mafrash el sereer!! OMG...ofcourse it changes twice a week or sth..but they are all in the same color: shades of orange..and they always put el melaya mesh beta3et el 3'ata..why?! why do they do that? is that some kind of punishment..
and i have to thank God that winter is over..because in winter..there is this brown-and-white-leopard-skin-scheme-battanya that goes on top of all that shades of orange..and then they look you in the eyes and say: sweet dreams!

we also have this small corner with a drawer(with the same pink and green)..its more like a present's corner..with all that teddy bears, baskets and cuddly cute sweet stupid stuff and they are all in red and white! and i can see some wood of my last sister's project..
and when i'm working on a project u could see side by side with all that my silver laptop

That's enough i have had it..the only thing that is in the same color..is my PC:used-to-be-white
or more like overly-used-white..
w tab3an there is the black router that is more of like : al 7aga el so'ayara awy elly asamet dahr el gamal..

To Sum It Up, We have: crimson red, more red,pink, lame-light green, shades of orange, navy blue,black and white, overly-used white,silver..All In One Room..i think that calls for an extreme makeover melly beeygo fel telefezioon..

el7amdolellaaah!

el donia za7ma!!

el donia za7ma ...
ba2aly saba3 sa3aat wa2ef fel share3..
el gaw 7arr moooot
el mozakra fel sanawaya el 3amma ta7n
7asby la tebahadely el donia..
dah taeyb a7'er 7aga
kano beta3 meet wa7ed wa2feen beydrabo feeh
7a6a kilo mekyaaj 3ala weshaha
ba2alo shahr mast7amaash...
el film dah me3addy
ana hamsa7 be karamtoh el ard lamma ashoofo..


the previous sentences are all exaggerations that we use in our daily/ weekly/monthly conversations..y do ppl feel that they need to use "extreme" adjectives to describe a situation?..is everything really either unbearable/unbelievable/amazing/out-of-this-world..? i think not!
I think ppl are just having boring lives and they want to make it sound as if everything is so dramatic! 7aga begad 7'anee2a a7'er 7aga..
and ppl use the term "el donia" rather childishly, "el donia za7ma"..w howa kolloh share3 elly wa2ef..
"matbahdeleesh el donia".. doniet eeh bass..ana bakol sandawetch w ba2a3t lebsy..

and have u noticed? all that adjectives that 3ala ra2y ahaleena "el kalam beta3ko el 3'areeb dah"..they all describe the same thing "geddan"..men awel "ta7n", passing through "moot" and ending with "a7'er 7aga" and comming soon hayb2a feeh "3alamy" w "farhada"..

kefaya keda ba2a 3ashan ta3bana a7'er 7aga 3ashan manemtesh ba2aly talat teyaam fa kan yoom farhada..