Thursday, September 27, 2007

Ana mesh osayar oz3a..ana taweel w Ahbal !!

Next Saturday isA, I will be visiting a Shrink (a.k.a psychiatrist)

Well, I had my part of 6 months living in fear and anticipating any bad thing that might happen. I grew out of it ofcourse..But I have living in chronic fear from something else since Monday12th October 1992. Sounds familiar?

Yes, Its earthquakes. I fear earthquakes and I don't seem that can get it over with on my own. I am continuously anticipating an earthquake. I wake up in the morning wondering if it will occur today. I go to sleep wondering whether it will occur while I am sleeping.The though of Earthquakes comes to mind not less than 50 times a day. To tell you the truth, it is hard enough for me writing this and spilling it out.

My father has told me that this is "ellet Eman beallah".That i should have more faith than this and not let outrageous thoughts possess my life. I tried.Not hard enough i admit. But again I think I need help. Professional help.

I remember crying more than once telling myself that I can't live like this. I have a very troubled memory on the days of the earthquake and the aftershocks. Childhood memories are very deeply engraved in one's brain and stay with them almost forever!

So My father took the initiative and took an appointment for me next Saturday. It is very funny as an experience going to a shrink. My picture of a shrink is Abdel Menem Madbooly and that guy from "analyze this". I feel sorry for shrinks sometimes. Listening is very tiresome..and alot of times you might feel telling the patient "Go get a life will ya?!"

I feel that deep down, the guy would be like "zelzaal eh bass! howa el wa7ed na2es..nass ma3andahash mashakel w beta2llef 7aga te7'aaf 3aleeha!!"

Very True.Very Funny. :)

Will keep you updated!

3 comments:

Redzo said...

yalla 2ooli waraya 10 marrat "ana mesh osayyar oz3a ana taweel wahbal " ... aho delwa2ty enti tewelty 5 cm :D ....loooooool...
bass begad ... eih el moshkela fel zelzaal (mesh el earthquake da ya3ni zelzaal) ... Hanmoot ya3ni ... aktar 7aga momken te7sal ... khayfa tmooti ?? ... sa3etha ur father's words are absolutely right ... anyways ana mestanni el wasf el tafseeli le AWIL ZEYARA :D "Eda heyya el nagafa betethazz ... "

gjoe said...

aywa ya redzo ana 7'ayfa amoot bass ana el 7'oof elly 3andy howa enny amoot mel zelzaal mesh el moot fe 7add zatoh dont know if you understand me..3ashan keda ray7a at3aleg 7aderatak :D

ana mesh osayyar oz3a ana taweel wahbal
ana mesh osayyar oz3a ana taweel wahbal
ana mesh osayyar oz3a ana taweel wahbal
ana mesh osayyar oz3a ana taweel wahbal
ana mesh osayyar oz3a ana taweel wahbal
ana mesh osayyar oz3a ana taweel wahbal
ana mesh osayyar oz3a ana taweel wahbal
ana mesh osayyar oz3a ana taweel wahbal
ana mesh osayyar oz3a ana taweel wahbal
ana mesh osayyar oz3a ana taweel wahbal

heeeh :) 7'afeet!!

WS said...

eshta moot

akheeran 7ad 7ass benafs e7sasy

gjoe...e7na 3andena nafs elmarad

momken tedyly 3enwan doktor elzalazel 3alashan aroo7 at3aleg 3ando

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