What kept me going

What kept me going was faith
faith in Allah

What kept me going was hope
hope that things would get better...

What kept me going was persistence
by which i ignore whatever limitations and taking things one step @ a time no matter how small they were

What kept me going was motivation
just proving to myself that i can do it was a one-hell of a motivation

What kept me going was support
whether it came from friends, family or those who have a very little impact on my life.

Ill keep going, Ill keep moving ahead and Ill only look back @ things that help me go forward in my life and the Hereafter.

Wilsooon..am sorry Wilson!!

I was watching a part of american idol the other day when it occured to me that the human being has the most unrational ability of overrating things..thier cars, mobile phones, books, habits..overrating a competition..overrating a success, a failure, a concept, a tradition,sports,celebrities.. overrating love,anger and revenge ..just name it..

At the end of phase one in american idol where they choose who to continue and who is excluded from the very start, they showed a documentary viewing all those who lost and won..people get either extreeeeemly happy or extreeeeeeemly frustrated..and by extremeeeeely i mean some where moved to the hospital when they heard that they lost..
okay, i understand that this is a competition and ppl tend to over react and all that..specially that its on national TV..but still its overrated..i mean who remembers all the winners of american idol? who cares?

but the thing is overrating things is a natural behaviour done by ppl everywhere..

if u ever watched "Castaway" by tom hanks ull know what i mean..i didnt like the movie that much, but what astonished me is the "bond" (which is even beyond a friendship) between tom hanks and "wilson ".. the volley ball..remember the scene where the ball falls in the ocean and tom hanks tries to save it by his "soul"..i think the only thing that ever stopped him was his own survival instinct..
As an outsider..u view wilson as merely a volleyball..so what if it's lost in the big blue ocean..but for him that wilson was more than that..he overrated the ball..he gave it false added-value where in fact its just a "volleyball"...he overrated a ball made of plastic to the extend he almost drowned to save it..pretty irrational u think.
actually we do the same..on things even less important than wilson..at least tom hanks had his excuse of living alone in a far away island..
The ball was overrated..it was given false added- value..that made the
if u dont believe it..watch those sports-zealots..ppl go WILD over scoring a goal..i never understand it..they think of it as VICTORY..it merely a game and its highly overrated..
the only ppl who have the rite to feel whatever triumph are the players themselves..they are the ones who worked their heads off trying to win a match or sth..why the hell a fat lazy person sitting on a couch at home watching the game, eating up his bag of chips ,feel related and even far more excited abt a goal than the players themselves..? very overrated

its the same all around..

Afghan Gurl

I loved That picture.I saw it before like 5 years ago or sth..and i rememembed it and started googling!This engine is like the best!

Its called "afghan gurl" and was taken when the gurl was 12 or sth..now she is married with 2 kids!

I just love her gaze..and the fact that nothing is fake abt her..she seems so innocent yet cautious about something..She's beautiful..She's perfect..

TO The Most Annoying Person I Ever Heard About

Least Dear H,

I ll start and end by saying :i Hate u.. altho i never saw u.

ana hakkelam men el alb..bema ennak ull never read this isA...
u had one of a kind gurl ..u had a gift..u had the closest thing from heaven u can get..and u be3'ba2ak..w be 7aga tanya feek malhaash lessa esm..u lost all that..lost eh? danta u made sure hold it soo close.. untill she is attached..and then snitch it and throw it as far as away from u..
la2 w eeeh.. danta kaman u knew all that..and u used her.. u manipulated her feelings..FEELINGS..(look it up in the dictionary, i wont waste my time explaining..kefaya am wasting my time bashtem) ezzay te3mel keda? ezzay...i hate ppl who hurt my friends..specially the one u've hurt..w sa3at ba2ool le nafsy "ha ha ha.. dah 7emar dah walla eh.. he doesnt know what he's missing"
ana maslan.. when i have a stupid crush.. i take a while to get over it.. i rationalize..bass my friend..she loved u..LOVED..(look it up bardo ya stupid..bass look for "LOVE" men 3'eer el D ya 7emar).. she LOVED u..and u pushed her that way..ya3ny enta kont 3aref w kont ased..and she told u balash..and she told herslef balash.. basss ezzay w ezzay ba2a..u were soo selfish(akeed selfish deh ba2a enta 3arfha)..
ana lamma my friend kanet bet3od tekkalem about u..kont ba2ool le nafsy...if i was in her shoes..ill never fall in that trap..bass actually..i would..3ashan ur soo slick..ur such a manipulator..ur world revolves around you..
keep in mind..that kama todeeno todan..and some day..hat7'od 7ettet afa..and doesnt matter wether this day is soon or not..bass when it comes..u should be smart enoff to know dah zamb meen...
my friend? am not worried abt her..she is so sincere and so precious and she'll fine the ONE she deserves,,ur not the ONE..ur a miarge..ur fake..ur wala 7aga..
and to my friend ill say: be pateint..ull find HIME..the ONE that completes u the ONE u cant live without..the ONE ull be happy with..but most of all..the ONE who feels the same about U..the ONE who cherishes U..the ONE that u complete..so best of Luck!!
and as i promised u: i HATE u..from all my heart


Dedicated to My friend :D

Thank God For..

Being a muslim

Being a gurl

Being an Egyptian

Having Brains

Speaking Out

Seeing Behind Things

Having My Family

IceCream!

Ma7shy

Hope

Dreaming

Blogging

Summer Time

Winter Time

Bed Time

Friends

Health

God
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Thanks God for NOT:

Being Blonde

Being a Racist :P

Having double faced freinds

Being shorter

Being in an illegal relationship

Being Blind

Being a genius

Being Handicapped

Taking everything for granted(ok, i take some for granted)

Suffering from Amnesia

Suffering from Any Kind Of Chronic Pain

Dead

Being Ignorant

Living at any other time but now.
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I Ask God For:

Moving to a Quiter Place

A Rank

A good job

Having Perferct Teeth

Being Athletic

An hour more each day

Peace of Mind

Being able to really HELP people

Happiness for my Family

Dreams Coming true for my Freinds

More Faith
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Relieved :)

:(

ana 7assa eny ma7'noo2a..
tayha
w ma7desh fahmny
w mesh 3aya akkalem 7add..
w mesh 3ayza 7add yesm3ny

tab leh? leeh mab2aash mabsoota?w mafeesh 7aga tedaye2..?
leh mab2ash far7ana w mafeesh 7aga teza3al?!
is there happiness on earth?
or is it an evelasting pursue that has no end?

Help..

ppl what's up with u!?

malhom keda ma7desh taye2 el tany w a3deen le ba3d 3ala el wa7da?

y does the world, so big, seems to be overwhelmed by all the suffer,pain, agony, misery and troublesome caused by people to one another?

World, Take a deep breath ..*IN*..now slowy *Out*...much better :)

give ur self a rest and give others a break,and a shower wont harm too!

Ppl Who Breath

Dont u just hate ppl who breath..they get on ur nerves for absoltely no reason but existing...I think this is very natural and justfied..well, some ppl ur just attracted to unexplainably..u just like them and like to hang out with them..its called chemistry..its when that other person..no matter what they say..it always seems the absolute rite thing to say!

On the other hand, there are ppl who breath..and they dont hide it! They even make a sound while breathing! can u imagine !!The thing is they do more noise while drinking, eating, walking or even looking on sth..If u bumped into such aperson well..its chemistry alrite..but its hazaradous..

well , call me shallow..but am not judging ppl on how they look..rather on how they breath...

U mite never understand..:(

They are doing it again!!Stop Breathing!!

BrainStorming:Brain Damage

It has been proven..by a group of highly rank "mehayeeseen" that brain storming is NOT good for ur brain..forget creativity, forget that out of the box ideas..se7etak bel donya..

for the record i spent the most biZZare time of my life..doing wat? u guessed it..brain storming..oh i stormed all rite.. and only rained smelly slogans that u have to watch out for (Warning:dont try to understand the previous phrase, It mite cause irritations)..

u mite not believe me by now..well..its my reponsibility to tell u all..wat exactly does brainstorming do 2 u (Caution(Caution 3'eer Warning 7'aly balko): The following list might be disturbing..It is not advised to read if u are suffering from blood pressure,heart attacks,an unstable relationship,an empty stomach ,or idenitity issues.)

1-You will tend to think SLOWLY u mite spend a 1 min time trying to fetch word , put them together, in order to compliment a friend on some painting she has.

2- It is very unexplained what does brainstorming does to your stomach.. specially when ur forced to a meal.Researches ar still in dilemma..

3- To LIfe, From Life,For Life,Up Life, Under Life, Over Life, Get a Life,Run for Ur Life,Life goes on,Life is the conradiction of death, about Life,Beyond Life,
The above list is full of energy and life,the problem is they keep recoming to ur mind when ur brainstorming about life, i mean anything else in life(you see!!) It seems that the word is ALIVE!

4-For The Sake of Creativity, things get pretty messed up (in ur brain silly, where else)ull start to be confused, distorded, disfigured and u try hopelessly to systemize ur thinking along with ur existence..leeh maynfea3sh ell etenneen ye co-exist? i have noo idea

5-Things get very unhealthy and un hygenic..u get infections go with the flu, smell some slogans, and the conatmination seems to get every one.. including ur best friends,,its not a good thing to see..specially when ur on the 11th floor

6- ull spend alot of time trying to stop that storm ... but nooooo.. any word ull see, hear,or smell would enter that stormy brain of urs and *Thunderr* u try to make anyuse of it..and make any connections with other words and create stories in other lives and realems..
exmple(for the sake of illustration): hand,shake,vibrate,move, quake, run for life!! Life" is always there..Love ba2a is not.. :P

7- Brainstorming takes a while, because here u are in the midst of no where (gamb el nafoora kda) and trying hardly to syncronize ur exixtence,then fag2a some one calls and u try to motivate THIER existence,and unleaSH their botenSHals..not only that ,u should figure out a way to embower cababailities..while avoiding taking any STEPs towards anything in haste..and on ur laptop ur idenitity is upgrading and u jaust have to wait.. poor u..life sux

8- a major side effect of brainstorming is wearing sth that goes with ur hair color..that is natural ofcourse..actually its not a side effect..its a sypmtom that brainstorming gayy fel sekka..alf mabrook...

9-Thesaurus.com


10-w twinkle twinkle little staaaaaar

I need a Path

Dear Blog,(its really cliche to start like that)

i want a path..a definite clear end-to-end path...
a path has a direction, length, obstacle, and needs to give up other paths,that is if im at a crossroad.

sometimes all u have on the path is that light at the end that tells you are going on the rite direction...and thru most of the journey in that path..the light is just a small dot of brightness.. and thats all u need.

ok lets start path-making, or path-finding